I always start cooking the night before Thanksgiving...and right now I still don't know what everyone wants lol...so I still have more shopping to do...but I'm looking forward to it....

The kids will be home in about an hour...they only go to school for 1 hour today..How silly is that..it makes no sense that they would drag those kids out into the cold just to sit in class doing nothing for one hour...But they're excited..and looking forward to everything too...Rondell has started helping me cook...he thinks it's the best thing in the whole world to help me cook and he loves being bragged on... I think it's so cute.

I tried to invite my parents to come eat with us..but they're not going to..my mom isn't even going to cook...it just don't seem right..my dad has always been a big holiday person..I'm so worried...In his own way I know he's been trying to break the news to me that he's sick..and it's breaking my heart...I love my daddy so much...I just can't bare the thought of knowing that one day he's not going to be around...So I block it out and try not to think about it....

I went to visit the other day and he took a picture right off the wall and gave it to me..he said he wanted me to have it because it's a painting that he bought for me when I was little...for some reason I loved that picture..and even though it was way over priced he still got it for me...My mom has had it up until now..and dad just took it right off the wall and handed it to me..I'm pretty sure that mom didn't like that very much...but it meant so much to me to get it...

I'm so tired right now..I'v been awake all night...so my mind is kinda blank at the moment...I promise I'll post later tonight when I can think lol...

Hope you all have fun cooking and spending time with your family..I know I will!!!!