



“What a journey it has been
And the end is not in sight
But the stars are out tonight
And they're bound to guide my way.
I have been to sorrow
I have been to bliss
Where I'll be tomorrow
I can only guess."




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.:The Truth Behind Every Happy Marriage:.






6-8-09
I just wanted you to know that you & your loved ones are ALWAYS in my Prayers, Well Wishes & Warmest of Warm Thoughts
Stopping in to wish you & your loved ones a very very Merry Christmas
May we all give a little Jesus

Well...AGAIN...last night those really bad nightmares came back...I just don't know why..It don't make sense to me..In all of my life I have never been unable to sleep due to reaccuring nightmares. Just like every person alive I have had bad dreams..but not every single night, non-stop.
Joe was asking me earlier what these dreams are about..and yeah I can remember them in detail because they're so realistic...He said "Remember, in the back of your mind, even if it's just a dream, I'll still be there to get the bad things before they get you!" Awww how sweet is he!!!
I dunno...it's really bothering me...because all night this is going on and all day I'm so tired and worn out, because I'm not resting while I'm asleep...and then I'm also bending my brain trying to figure out why this is happening..what's causing it?
I have went over every possibility that I can think of that could be causing the bad dreams. All I know is I'm ready for them to stop...I mean what does a person do? I can't very well go to the doctor and say "Hey, I'm not sick, I'm just having terrible nightmares every single night!" I mean, what's he gonna do about it. There's no medication to make nightmares vanish. I wish there was...because it's really draining me and wearing me down. Although I sleep all night..during the day I feel like I haven't slept at all..I noticed I was very easy to get annoyed today..it seemed like every little thing was getting under my skin..and I know I was hateful..I noticed it myself. I went to wash my face and I could clearly see dark circles under my eyes...My head hurt..I felt kinda nervous..or jumpy...but my goodness anyone would be jumpy if they saw the things I see in those nightmares
I'm 32 years old and feel like I need to sleep with the light on lol....this is insane...